-=~XimEn's Funzone~=-

2011-04-29T13:04:00.005+08:00

It was said that "people have their own period of revolution just like stars do. For people, it's 25 million years. After 25 million years have passed, everyone we know now will all meet again."

And you and I will meet, too.

If we ever see each other again 25 million years from now, please run from me. Even if we meet, pretend you don't know me and just pass me by. I'll do the same too.

I'm leaving xin's side now, but I will still care for her even after 25 million years. But I do not wish that you'll be waiting for me then.

As much as what you're doing now.

2011-04-27T02:44:00.002+08:00

I do miss writing...

Many an occasion I would just let out some thoughts, suck it back in, wanting to let it out again... Then delete them all off. Stare at the blank screen.

In this head, locked. Not a single soul could bear it, nor a single soul to rejoice with.

Misses..

I miss myself..

I miss you..

2011-01-30T17:44:00.001+08:00

So cold my average bath turned the shower room into steam room

2011-01-27T17:50:00.004+08:00

15 hours more to the premier of

" life in a day"

Which to date 24,724,734 views

and

10,192,097 uploads

Live in Sundance Film Festival.

Go to |http://www.youtube.com/lifeinaday|

for more information.

2011-01-26T12:20:00.002+08:00

If it's not too much to ask.

I'd like to be taken back to that day,

that place.

That way.

How ever, it's

"ASK PRESIDENT OBAMA DAY!"

Peace.

2011-01-17T18:05:00.001+08:00

Feeling a little down nowadays?

No fear. You are normal.

Worse Day Of The Year

According to this, you are very VERY normal.

No sweat :)

2011-01-14T16:41:00.003+08:00

And the saying goes..

I love this boy! XD

(And the World tries to copy him now!)

2011-01-13T23:32:00.003+08:00

I miss the hype around Nokia that saw me through primary, secondary, poly and NS.

I miss you.

Regrets in 2010:

- not owning my 8210. Again.

However,

This was arguably my supposed "first love" when I was looking forward to a handphone (in the pager era of course).

But I still love my ~~2nd~~ 3rd phone

Nokia 8210

2011-01-04T20:39:00.002+08:00

And this is the reason why I insisted

"able to sing" as a must for my companion.

2011-01-01T19:03:00.003+08:00

Darn!

When was the last time I effectively "stalk" and get all anxious tracking the SIA flight.

Not too long ago.

Ok, apart from the "Airline Manager" craze from Facebook.

2010-12-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

The day every one counts.

Year 2011

Be happy!

2010-12-30T14:54:00.003+08:00

It's started off with a pack of twelves.

As the DAYS progresses on,

it became five's.

And I was one in the five's.

Pretty scary how I was so into ANTM

and

the whole "natural selection" theory is working on me now.

Literally.

Did I hear "I could use a wish right now"?

On the side note:

I never know how much I could learn from a TV program, sub-counciously.

And it do brought some downs' of course.

Like I'm not speaking myself. Idiotic.

2010-12-20T16:51:00.004+08:00

Ive got it. That 2 days when ya here.

(had to screen grab this, pervert)

Gotta get larger than life

- out the sis-in-law, free food and cash. SWEET!

- Tailes' going off to Aus

- Pen-buddy (Ash) went off

- nehneh is going off to M'sia

I gotta get so lonely. Lonely indeed...

Anyway, lovato hasn't been a bitch and it's getting more and more, to me in this perspective.

SO! It's a good news :)

Complete my life: Lovato + Macphee. Whats more can I ask :)

2010-12-18T12:01:00.001+08:00

SHOW

YOUR

SMIZE!

2010-12-17T22:42:00.001+08:00

There's got to be something about

Tron: Legacy

2010-12-17T11:04:00.008+08:00

The past week had been quite some up and down!

Now, lets sit into the time machine and go a little retro! (Just this early morning that depict the setting somehow, I don't know why.)

I do realized I started naming my stuff from a very young age. Like... 8 years old or so? As far as I could remember. Or maybe earlier, since I have the tendency of 'wo go-ga' my ways to things and making up random statement as I grow up. As far I could remembered,

- Bolster (ah pau) [when those times I do hug one to sleep and magically I found a way that a bolster make a better head-rest XD]

- First ever remote control car (guaghcy) [name after the car's model? I think it's spelt that way]

- Alligator (the only living thing I've gave name and it's k1! My Kindergarten schoolmate Abiligil]

- First diary (Carlos) [Even drew pokemon on the cover of it.]

- First BMX bike *with ride support* (Maxy)

- bicycle *silver GT* (phee-wee)

So on.

OH! :(

I THINK IVE LOST "WHITE HORSE"!

My Sony DSC camera (white). And the best part is that I remember it was suppose to be sitting comfortably at home! I raided the whole household and everyone in it, still no AVAIL!

Darn!

Cause pen-pal was here to stay and I WANNA TAKE PICTURES!

(The first picture she sent to me)

ps. Nehneh went :"EH! JESLIN!"

And the phone I was holding wasn't doing me justice and I have absolutely no idea how to get the pictures out and such. So, guess I've to make do with using her phone and wait for her to send me the pictures. Which will be like forever. :(

All the way from Ipoh, was here to 'play' in transit while she will detour to Australia from here. It was such a long history! Gosh! 5 years? From the era of friendster to hotmail then FaceBook. Been super urber long! GREAT!

We have been seeing each other through the times of BGR, friendship issues, schooling, future jobs, ANYTHING!

STILL GOING STRONG :)

Moving on, uncovered some old pictures from the wreck I've been holding on for 5 years of so? My first laptop for education in RP. Yay, that acer if some of you can remember.

It's going down with much ailing fatals and is into a deep comma. So gotta save some memory of it ya?

Some of my fav. actually.

Ever go on a picture (whilst you're not that far from the past) and go "owww... Don't you just miss it?"

Taken in 2005?

I was the Orientation leader and executive committee for student affairs in RP. Was voted the best orientation leader :D

I missed:

- The time back then.

- the hair.

My first attempt on getting a highlight and I think my fashion direction (non-label) did came alive in a way. Not back right? At least I'm not some street dude pulling off a fake look. Looks nice man!

My all time fav.

2010-12-15T20:53:00.001+08:00

Scarlet Johansson & Ryan Reynolds

Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens

Oh well.

Oh well...

Who needs mistletoes.

2010-12-14T18:44:00.001+08:00

And you shall therefor be named...

Lovato

(cause you are "love")

In this World are many names,

but you only need to remember one.

"Love"

2010-12-14T15:25:00.001+08:00

Maybe just for now, things might get a little tricky.

- 5km, 30:12

- 2.4km 8min

Gotta work a little on the upper body strength. Gotta

My hands are on Marc Jacobs & April 77

Pal-Buddy is here to stay for the week. GREAT!

2010-12-11T00:16:00.006+08:00

"Tried to take a picture of love

didn't think I miss her

that much

I want to fill this new frame

But it's empty...

Tried to write a letter

in ink

It's been getting better

I think

I got a piece of paper

But it's empty

It's empty...

Maybe we're trying

trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing is beating our hearts

We're empty

And I even wonder

If we

Should be getting under these sheets

We can lie in this bed

But it's empty

It's empty... "

2010-12-10T19:06:00.001+08:00

2010-12-09T23:27:00.001+08:00

YEAP!

Apple's latest creation

iPhone Pro.

(Oh we'd call it that for now.)

2010-12-09T16:56:00.002+08:00

Oh! Editorial shot?

Give it a shot next time :)

2010-12-09T11:04:00.005+08:00

Wouldn't you join me on the mobile run? Like, SERIOUSLY!

In this APPLE dominated Singapore, it's just simply hard to differ those ipod touch from iphone3.

What happen to the times when you have crazy decal for phones and blings? Covers to swapped and irritating light running through?

First up.

Nokia N8. And what I like it he most was..

- IT COMES WITH GREEN

- THERES ORANGE TOO!

Still in Simbian but all these years, I never ever remembered friends ranging from N to E to S finding any problem with the software. (Just a couple of patching and things are up).

But Nokia (personally) do have alot of physically glitch. Pertaining to the sound, vibrator and such.

It's a dust-trapper too.

In fact it think it is more of a problem for all phone except for iPhone since it was encased with a one whole big piece of plastic and there is not even a space for you to check out what is inside it. Very "virgin" like. ;)

This was what I wanted ever since

GOD KNOWS WHEN!

Ever since I lay down my iphone 3 and I set my sight on the android market. OK, not THAT soon but I did have had some extensive lookup. And it is awesome!

And I like the fact that it was purely cut out from a single block of aluminum. Why is the same thing for all Macbook and Macbook Pro. Android Mart is getting stronger these days.

More developer are keen on making something and the support, I must say is good too!

Coming out from my mound, its been... good near 1 year of silence, normalcy before I jump into the technological bandwagon. It's been long.. like real long . :)

Finally!

I thought I wanted something that does not entirely falls on the screen in terms of activities and I found this. Desire HD was my first choice though. This reminds me of "HEROES" like big time. When you have the girl (whats her name again?) CLAIRE BENNET! Yes!

When she was frumpily using her nimble fingers and do some little typing; that was awesomlicious by the way.

And of course I'm also contemplating on

Samsung Galaxy S and Sony Ericsson Xepria X10.

Which I have my hands on the formal right now for a little testing and I don't find the interface what I like to see. Ur eh... NO. Not working out for me.

Been on this wild goose chase ever since it propped up in my head "HEY! When do I get to renew my contract with Singtel?" and I ran through the papers and found the date to be "13th March 2011". Perfect! 21st month eligibility.

Running about from town to neighborhood store to heartland malls to every single flagship store I could possible have the resource to.

And I found out one simple truth.

"Darn! Singapore sure hard-up on live demo set."

You either have it damaged (no battery/ interface jammed) or you just have those kids standing there playing.

One more thing.

"There's alot of hard-up singaporean."

Went to one of the authorized outlet and was thrown with

"Oh! This offer hor will only be online lah. Here no sell one. Must go online hor? Ok? Ahr..."

Gosh..

Then, the main outlet

"Sir, this one is out of stock. But maybe you could try the ********.com/shop to buy and you can wait just a little while to get it. Collection will be done here loh. ya, simple."

- Wiggle off while I was still holding the Q ticket for talking to him.

Then, flagship store.

"OH! That one we don't show on. All dummy. Ya

- 5 min silence-

All latest model here one dummy one. Interface all the same one la, android 2.2. latest one."

As if I need to walk-in to know all these "read-off" the website informations. XD

HEADACHE!!!

But I think I have my mind set on the issue actually. HAHA! Im fickle.

2010-12-04T20:52:00.004+08:00

The moment I lost you

is the moment

lost

- Irreplaceable

- Independent

-In-disposable

-Impossible

- Indifferent

- Irrational

2010-12-04T12:23:00.001+08:00

Sweet!

Just when I need a solution into an old song,

and I found a punk rock band doing an alternative cover on it.

;)

Either way

Don' la seccatura di t che prova a scoprire questo, questo è comunque rifiuti

2010-12-02T18:21:00.000+08:00

Ann Ward, 19

Student

Dallas, Texas

The 6'2 ANTM Cycle 15 Champion.

Ok, 16th next

2010-12-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

Taile's

2010-12-02T13:41:00.002+08:00

You're the sky that I fell through

And I remember the view

Whenever I'm holding you

The sun hung from a string

Looking down on the world as it warms over everything

Chills run down my spine

As our fingers entwine

And your sighs harmonize with mine

Unmistakably

I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me

We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)

That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)

So I may as well ditch my dismay

Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully

Back and forth

If my heart was a compass you'd be north

Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall

Wherever you go

If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best

I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west

Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you

Cause your favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)

Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)

So I may as well ditch my dismay

Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully

Back and forth

If my heart was a compass you'd be north

Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall

Wherever you go

If my heart was a house you'd be home

2010-12-01T13:50:00.003+08:00

And you said that this will be the bliss that this will be everlasting.

We all know the token to the game in our heart,

you just need a shoulder. Just an inch of it.

A way out of this..

So when you asked: "The passion's there so it gonna be right, right?"

You're not deceiving yourself

you're just being kind.

2010-12-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

see

DREW BARRYMORE!

DARN!

TONIGHT WILL BE THE FINALE!

2010-12-01T12:24:00.001+08:00

I don't like to be unhappy.

2010-11-29T19:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry, like I've said.

It's more than "2 hands to clap"

it's a "double coincident of want"

2010-11-25T16:09:00.002+08:00

"I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow

each road leads where you want to go

when faced with choices and you got to choose

you'd choose the one that mean the most to you

If one door opens and another closed

hope ya' keep on walking til' you find the window

and if its cold outside, show the warmth of you smile.

It's more than anything

My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to

your dreams stay big, you worries stay small

and never need to carry more than you can hold.

I hope you know somebody loves you and

wants the same things too

Yeah, this is my wish

You'd find God's grace in every mistake

and

always give more than you take

Yeah, this is my wish."

- Taile

2010-11-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

A walk to remember

YOU

One night only

2010-11-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

"... you gotta just ride along the wave when it comes,

but you gotta run towards the girl if thats the one."

"Not all situation demand an opposite reaction

somethings..

Just have to be done with a snap."

2010-11-21T12:24:00.003+08:00

Smth went right through my mind

"A man's ceiling is another's floor"

Cited from some unknown source, which apparently I always have these

random flashes of thoughts.

2010-11-20T15:33:00.002+08:00

Wouldn't you like to try...

Shedding yourself from your phone for a couple of hours?

I like the feeling of it :)

anyway,

2010-11-20T15:11:00.003+08:00

Pretty much a slow day, waking up to a downpour that ended promptly without much lingering.

(And I could make do a couple more while in bed actually.)

+ Breakfast with twinings + bread + Ham

+ Couple of time off to Simcity 4

+ Stroll to nearby coffeeshop (been the first few while since it renovated)

Awesomely quiet, me like

+ Hanging out with taile

"We're all young once,

so, live it up"

With which half the time (ironically, half the day now as of this moment.) my mind was kept in a continuous motion of constant thought.

Maybe, just maybe. What DOT! used to post,

"When I'm quiet, A million thing runs through my mind"

It happens to guy too I suppose, though the many-a-time I found myself not having the luxury to be "quiet" for long.

Was commenting, "I started to hate weekends, practically nothing and crowded; cramp."

Guess I'm still sore?

Now taile kept encouraging me to blog and as a matter of factly, long. So just as that would better express what was really on my mind.

But hey! Wouldn't short post gives in more depth and meaning once you moved on and re-read it all over again (Although I concede I don't re-read what I wrote, what ppl wrote.)

Anyway, was still pretty much coolios time.

THANKS!

2010-11-19T16:13:00.001+08:00

There's a reason why..

God place me in SCDF

going through BACT

(Breathing Apparatus Certification Test)

2010-11-18T22:15:00.003+08:00

THANKSGIVING!

HAPPY!

(I meant it as in, festive "Thanksgiving)

Although the following will still suggest otherwise

"I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that

I still..."

I confess I'm still the ol' backstreet boys fanatic gay shit.

Yay!

1 A down!

Was pretty shocking to get my POA papers back and there marked 2 red ink ova shape suggesting you would have flunk the whole boojayashi.

Right. It goes "F4" and "51". (Given also the fact that I only attempted 1 long question for B/S and 1 short Q for bank recon. Hur hur...) Tell me what will come to your mind? And to my horror, the lecturer actually started off saying

"Now you see those with F1 and 2 and so on, it actually marks the grade you are given in my classification. I'm not a big fan of giving marks. (In my mind: "OK! So I didn't score "51" then.)

And that it is difficult to give marks as POA is rather vast. So, those that scored F4 and F5.

You would have aced your paper......

if you're only tested on this topic"

And I took it as a sarcasm, like real big time.

Til he mentioned F1 and F2 were the red zone.

PHEW!

SO! I scored a fair a A- or B+!

Just great! 4 more to go.

Rightty. I suppose this is quite some sane update for now. Shouldn't blog be all about your thoughts? Axioms? Yay? So, ya... Pretty much gather myself a little and push myself out this mound. Isn't it so all the time?

I wouldn't have had learnt that much

that fast

and

that painfully.

She was right. I was very stupid.

But hey!

"We all hv been so stupid:) bahz."

- 11/17

"Theres something bout how you stay on my mind, theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep."

More than just happy :)

Just more than... "that"

OH! Grand Turismo 5 is releasing soon. :)

LA MOTOR SHOW! :):):)

Mercedes CLS65 AMG :):):):)

you, taile

2010-11-17T13:00:00.002+08:00

enjoyed

last

night/day

Corrections: I have a better insight and direction to go now. Positively.

2010-11-14T22:43:00.001+08:00

"Gosh, I feel like a faggot already. Am I really making a weakling of myself?"

"OH MY! NO!!!! You've just given in consideration for people and thats what I find it cute! :)"

2010-11-14T22:36:00.001+08:00

I don't mind it, I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set, and I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight, the times I've cried
We come to blows and every night
The passion's there, so it's got to be right, right?

No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart

No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't mind it, I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up
Looks like you've given up, you've had enough
But I want more, no, I wont' stop
'Cause I just know you'll come around, right?

No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart

No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
'Cause I, 'cause I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight, the times I've cried
We come to blows and every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right, right?

No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart

No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all
Oh, I don't believe

2010-11-14T21:31:00.004+08:00

No, This can't go on.

Running to you will not solve it. I mean, DARN!

You've got me all antsy pantsy and you made me down and under, up and over.

WHY IS THAT?!

You've got me render useless as a Man and you just whirl around and gave me control. Like... YOU MADE ME!

Jumpy, elated, excited; top of my head. I don't know how to express this. But WHY THIS TIME??!!!! You know I shouldn't feel this way? Cause it is just not the cycle now. Well, you can't exactly expect a mourner to flip and turn some jackpot contestant all brimmed up in the midst of a funeral right? GOD! You're really had me made.

Jumpy is the least descriptive word I can ever come up this instant and you have your way. Baby, you sure have your way! How do you expect me to turn around like this?

You had proved yourself strong and capable, you sure did. No doubt about that! And it wouldn't hurt if I ask for just some more time to cope about the change? Would it be too much to ask?

Baby, you got me rioting on an empty street in my heart and make every split second feels like a million years.

Time flashes like light with you around and I couldn't help but crave.

Every breath is so timed and calm and every silence moment is the new loud to me.

Barely free, barely engaged, barely surreal.

Does it always have to be so black and white? 'Grey" no longer seems like a compromise anymore. You made it all.

Leash up yet free

given yet shared

asked with no return

You've have got me in a difficult spot. Really.

And I really shouldn't do this

But..

That gentleness had got me thinking

"Would I miss the golden ticket"

Like I said : "I'm tired."

But all seems a beating of the air,

a conviction of contrary.

Why must you wake me up (or do me in) to this dream.

I can't tell anymore.

2010-11-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

That late night run to her place.

She was right.

"Two(individuals) is better than one. Tell me, do you see it?"

(Contrast 2 coming to become one)

"Now, Look at me. No, I don't think I will kiss you - although you need kissing badly. Look, that is what's wrong with you! You ought to be kissed! And often! And by someone who knows how!"

"So I'm telling you, tell her that you love her. You've got nothing to lose, and you'll always regret if you don't."

"You know? When I see you smile even if that's not for me. That will be when I'd miss you the most."

2010-11-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

"You're on a no flight list."

"WHAT? I have to get to Los Angeles"

"Have you ever seen the movie 'Forest Gump'? He ran across the U.S and he was pretty stupid. I have faith in you.

2010-11-13T12:49:00.001+08:00

Robert Louis Stevenson?

Tony Wheeler?

2010-11-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

Something I've always overlook.

Macphee

(or the people at Apple)

are really darn thoughtful.

Cause... I realized that the keyboard, despite how much you are eager on a conversation

or maybe just a casual one, two words warding off.

It still sound so peaceful and minimized.

SHHHHHH.....

(Now this is very good when I need to stay up late and do some 'chatting'...

just in case when she is asleep right next to me XD)

2010-11-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

Alright.

I've learnt my lesson and this is not going as facebook status message.

I didn't know hotmail has a chat function!?

Alright! Go on!

Laugh! At least you cannot post any comment here in the blog

neither..

Comment on my facebook.

Or is it?

2010-11-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

Think

"SUV"

Think

Lexus Rx400

TSK..

2010-11-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

To: Whoever is strong enough,

change me.

handle me.

take on me.

I'm tired.

Satirely,

Isaiah SLJQ

11/11/2010

2010-11-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

Quiet is noisy.

very VERY noisy

2010-11-11T22:52:00.004+08:00

Not exactly the best time now,

just this small small realm I get to hold on to. (issn't it sucks?)

Got to explore, got to step out.

suppose...

I need to realized a line is a line.

Sometimes,

the thing that you're looking on might not exactly be the 'real' deal.

All but a misconception.

And...

I've not exactly learnt my lessons yet.

And no; you are not interested at all.

Yes! It must be that,

NO! You ain't gonna come back to square one.

"Why

serious

2010-11-09T16:10:00.004+08:00

GONNA

START

FIGHT

2010-11-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

Do you believe a car can...

blink like an eye of a human?

or swipe you off your feet totally?

How about allowing you to be...

prince or princess for a day? Maybe eternity?

2010-11-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

I would had certainly be/ been that of a nature that does make

anything and anybody consider not any shit about me.

A whore to myself

But

Fuck ya all!

And it will never be the same again.

2010-11-05T10:23:00.001+08:00

Behold,

You had your chance already..

Piece your last words while you can,

because

it's gonna get loud.

"So if you're too school for cool,

and you're treated like a fool,

you can choose to let it go

we can always, we can always,

party on our own"

Ain't fucking shit no more.

No more..

2010-11-04T11:52:00.001+08:00

Insert thought(s) about

SIMON LIN

here

2010-10-31T22:07:00.001+08:00

season

thanksgiving

coming.

2010-10-29T11:49:00.002+08:00

"Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream"

2010-10-27T00:10:00.003+08:00

"飞机已离开机场你选择了前往你的方向

不再迷惘

忘了我们爱的过往

忘了我给你的伤学会坚强

从前的我不懂你牺牲多大为我失去朋友不讲

还放弃了所有梦想

觉得没怎样

不会将心比心去想让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你

我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语

我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心

对你好好的去珍惜请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次回到过去弥补你的伤

没那种事

怎么做才能够停止

　后悔竟伤你如此不再放肆

　为何总到失去才懂的难过当你在我身边的时候

　总是为我默默守候

都是为我的错

　错过这难得的拥有就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

　能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你

　我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语

　我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心

　对你好好的去珍惜请你相信我的心还是爱你 "

2010-10-26T12:33:00.001+08:00

Have it this way.

Fairy Dust

Dragon's Blood

Vorax.

Googled it

- Knife

- A band name

Lizard.

2010-10-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

It's pretty scary how vast of a difference believers and non-believer thinks.

I wouldn't grapple that well if it was what he said he would do was true...

Never.

2010-10-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

Not at all.

Not entirely... But..

Alright. One random event.

Someone came to me and told me that I was good (to his liking , at least.) with cameras. The angles and all via the photos I uploaded on facebook. With a point-and-shoot camera.

I'm pretty happy actually. At least someone find them nice :)

2010-10-23T16:44:00.004+08:00

"Just The Way You Are

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me

And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

Because you're amazing, just the way you are

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me

Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy

She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change

If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same

So, don't even bother asking if you look ok

You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

Because you're amazing, just the way you are

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah."

2010-10-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

Its pretty funny how I used to read about my "girl" friends getting dump and wanting to rekindle the flame and all...

But, it always occur to me that I was the one playing the role of the "female".

I need some special help.

2010-10-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

when... at least it had went up to the peaks :)

Thank you for everything :)

2010-10-21T21:35:00.001+08:00

Type in "youtube.com"

search for "love the way you lie"

Found this as a comment.

"There are 3 guys in a cafe

the 1st guy says"I must have the smallest arms in the world!"

the 2nd guy says "i must have the smallest head in the world!'

the 3rd guy says"I must have the smallest dick in the world!"

then,they go to check the Guiness world Records

the 1st guy then,says "YES!i was right!i got the smallest arms in the world!

the 2nd guy says"i DO have the smallest head in the world!"

the 3rd guy storms in and says anrgily"WHO THE FUCK IS JUSTIN BIEBER?!?!?"

2010-10-20T13:13:00.001+08:00

iiiii

iiii

iii

IT'S

GLORIA'S

1ST

BIRTHDAY

!!!

!!!!!

!!!!!!!

2010-10-20T13:07:00.002+08:00

"Carpe Diem"

And this is what was

accompanying me these few while

when I was having some random "drop studies and sign-on"

effect. Somehow somewhere there is a toil on me. Funny.

And to the much needed DOT! Yes! 2 more months and it is really a much needed inspiration to charge it up and own it all the way down.

And that nehneh. Yes! Hectic time-table. Could have been better if there wasn't that ballroom, crusade and the much needed walking home from school/ CCA eh? Right?

And to the people out there seeking what they need to seek.

Yay. For God had given us a spirit of boldness.

So, do not discredit that success that was already

granted to us but to continue this race and not lose faith.

I must have been sleeping quite a bit to go that extreme. But hey! It's still the truth eh?

2010-10-18T00:57:00.001+08:00

The jam class of that "dick".

Just so I thought it's worth sharing :)

(I don't understand a single shit by the way... sorry Anandas Dicky)

And something I found while watching facebook. Ha!

2010-10-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

People goes to Leadership Camp for apparently a reason right?

To get train to be a better person in terms of personality and quality

inspirational figure that you could bring out to inspire people.

I always stand by this principal as "leader doesn't not equal putting in 1/2 the effort but 2 times the effort."

YAY! How was it derived at such a undignified hour? That will be a mystery. (grande Science had made everything simpler and possible. What was discovery and proven, SCIENCE. Not? Mystery.)

Papers to come soon enough, just what I need to get a standing on how well I could have fare academically.

At least it's not that much of my first impression on having to prepare all year long for a single exam without knowing how well I could stand a chance in it. Oh! I somehow read an article on wikipedia stating that our Minister Mentor Lee had briefly studied in LSE before! Pretty awesome. So all you UOL, LSE Singaporean and who's in.... Stand tall!

Just something that came up to my mind that I thought was quite interesting to share.

"You study for a particular course not for the relevancy of your future prospect. But a perfect demonstration of faithfulness, determination and character moulding to better yourself."

I strongly refute anyone to say that studies is for a relevant standing in your future prospect. How? Simple. Who ever is capable out there to write an anti-virus/ adware/ malware/ intrusion detection software that is instantaneously once and for all set to prevent mishap?

I dare say.. no one. Thus the need to "patch" concurrently and to "upgrade". Because what was discover as a virus today may only be resolve by tomorrow (or more).

And what my RSM in SCDF taught me...

"Disaster never take holidays."

And my OC

"It takes a lifetime to prevent a terrorist attack, but a second for terrorist to attack."

Business too.

2010-10-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

Just bored.

So I typed "Interesting photo for the day"

and

found this :)

2010-10-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh!

Haven eaten that much home-cooked for like century!

All thanks to the "in-law" weekend that ended not that late ago. (Pretty fun actually!)

And I found a new way to cook chili crab! HAHA! And it taste awesomely nice! Even coming from a person that doesn't eat much crab.

Like what Auntie Yam Ling stated, "i'm not a crab-by person."

Anyhow, it's worth the nigh when the ice cream cake brings the house down. Literally! It kick ass man. MAN! God bless Swenson for their Ice-cream cake. (on top of everything. Their ice-cream is by far among the better ones.)

Pretty tired though, got to rest early.

Night World!

2010-10-15T16:12:00.005+08:00

Was checking out this Lotus Evora in the estate around my home (I think the people here are getting very rich somehow.)

and this genius lady with her 2 friends were sitting at a stone table a couple of metres away, thought that I was checking out one of her friends.

And the best part? The one that was diagonally from where I was looking at the car (not even looking up to her) spoke aloud and said :"Wow! Someone is so totally checking me out lorz. So BHB."

Edit:

So far there were,

- occasionally sighting of Lamborghini Gallardo (LP-560-4)

**Thank to you, Clara if ya happening to read this for your wonderful brother-in-law**

- Porsche Cayman GT2 (Cream white)

- Porsche Cayman Cayenne

- 5 Volkswagen Sirocco (One in lime green, MY FAV.)

- 2 Mazda RX-8 (one of it was the latest facelift model)

- 1 Nissan GT-R (Occasional sighting)

Thanks to Clara again

- 5 Kia Koup (Which I think is relatively new and the price is like, over-rated?)

- Some Mitsubishi Evolution X (Lost count, totally)

And of course those Mercedes and BMW and blah blah blah.. Ya. That are of considerable value too.

I guess there were more, but those were just around the street 61 area only. Think the estate price over here will sore pretty well in the recent next couple of years..

Anyway...

That "girl" made my day so colorful.

2010-10-15T13:27:00.001+08:00

There's just something with Government website that I got depress whenever I see them.

Just like when I saw Maths in the past.

2010-10-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

Singapore Peter Lim withdraws bid for liverpool.

despite:

- He is a RED HOT FAN

- Offers 20billion pound MORE than the England Counterpart

- He is Singaporean

(And remind myself that some Saudi Arabian tycoon bought Man City by the way)

It's pretty clear that the English favor the bid from their own countrymen.

So whats with the Hicks & Gillett?

One for selling the all time favorite white wrapper sweet with a spicy taste?

One that sells more razor blade to Tiger Woods, Lewis Hamilton?

Although there is not direct reasoning behind the brands and such. But anyway, I'm not that a soccer fanatic anyway.

2010-10-13T12:20:00.001+08:00

It's

the

"in-law's"

week

Bring... fish?

2010-10-12T20:18:00.001+08:00

"Pencil: I'm sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

Ps. And I refute the said from dot pertaining

this blog is liken a car blog.

NO!

2010-10-09T15:59:00.002+08:00

Lamborghini Sesto Elemento "Siesta-Fantasia"

Lovely. Needless to say and...

- Carbon work

- 4 wheel drive

- V10, 5.2, 562 php

- top speed = Bugatti Veyron

- E gear box

- Reinforced plastic (Which I never know what is it for)

One mean looking ass. (As much possible, it's what was "left" behind from impression.)

"Lambos be about big power, big speed and big drama?"

- Topgear

2010-10-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

Definitely not a year for Lewis Hamilton

- Suffered a fault in the car that pluck him off the race in SG

- Crashed in Japan.

So, do lightning strike twice?

it's the curse of the ASIAN.

Speaking of which I have much coverage to read up on.

The currency crisis and all the mojo-dojo manor.

2010-10-08T12:41:00.001+08:00

2010-10-08T12:37:00.003+08:00

Just need to find an escape from all the figures and accounts.

Especially the numerous "T" that that occurs here and there.

Freak

OH!

I forgot to mention I have a friend (long lose, and apparently not familiar). A guy who turn darn BEAUTIFUL.

HOW SWEET IS THAT?!

2010-10-01T23:28:00.003+08:00

If 'Good Luck Chuck' do exist.

I will be one darn bastard everyone will love... Just that I don't do sex and the counterpart do not get a dream partner. Sorry!

Well, if I consider the statistic right.

Large majority of my friends are either in elite vocation, officers in unit (operational) or officers signed on (diploma).

- RP

- TP

- NVSS

- TRP Crusaders

So, NSF to be dreaming to be officers. Wanna befriend me?

(Guess I was just thinking too much.)

2010-10-01T14:56:00.003+08:00

8 X 600 with 2 minute pace

3 min rest interval

Sprint up a flight of seats (those slab of concrete for spectators)

X 2 sets of 8

(horizontal bend of the track)

Bridge for 1 min X 2

Bridge + Left leg up 30 sec

Bridge + Right leg up 30 sec

Side flange 1 min X 2

Side flange + Left Hand and Leg 45 degree 1 min

Side flange + Right Hand and Leg 45 degree 1 min

Side- leg lift (Left) 80 counts

Side-leg life (Right) 80 counts

Standard Push-ups 20

Diamond Push-ups 20

Call me dog please.

2010-09-30T00:11:00.003+08:00

PARIS MOTORSHOW 2010 PREVIEW edition.

Just a couple more days when we are going to send September off and usher in October (do NOT cue Greenday here please.)

Apart here in SG we bided the one week holiday farewell as the dust of school came settling in again. (Oh! Poly are having holidays.. at least for NYP I knew of.) Closing of F1 Grand Prix SG and such.

It's the pristine Paris Motor-show 2010 in the house. Yeap, much fav, for fans of Victoria Secrets (annually), of Europe Cup (ever 2 years) and the recent "Waka-waka" WorldCup. This is my World cup actually, just that it came in a biennial dosage.

So some highlights just as you might like.

Beginning with...

KIA POP

Just that it might not "pop" that nicely for SG since carparks are sacred and the doors might even work as a scraper for the ceiling of multi-storey carparks.

Maybe this, the Citreon Lacoste. Which I need to first make tail out of head before finding out if this is one collaboration with the clothing Co. Lacoste. Or maybe it's just for the joy of the animal kingdom.

A little something to enhance the show with (if motor-shows somehow appeal to the more testosterone inclined, fear not. It also caters to the less masculine.)

Of course, the bigger name will push not just the benchmarked model (which they have a certain series that does not go bored.)

Example,

A better appeal to the plunging down-fall of Ferrari's 458. Ferrari SA Aperta

The companion to the mysterious release of it's newer model. (Still no headnews, this is so unbearable.)

Lamborghini Gallardo Blancpain

Lotus Elite

Reportedly my favorite change and the best pull from Lotus so far.

Range Rover Evoque

New facelift, naughtier, stronger and meaner.

The Ford Focus ST that is one of the player in World Rally is in town to "wow" the crowd. (Was it me or that just somehow I find that bigger radiator grill is the latest fashion for cars.)

Vauxhall Astra VXR

This is one dare towards Ford Focus as it demand it's position for that seat that was "warmed" by Ford for many years. "GIVE IT UP!" it says.

And here's my all time favorite.

Maserati GT "DOG" Stradale.

(The maker, chief engineer and production back in Italy calmly and nicely declined my offer to add on the "DOG" to it. Just in case the "mean" machine is not 'inconvenienced'.)

More info here

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2010_Paris_Motor_Show

Just in any case.

WOOF~

2010-09-29T23:54:00.004+08:00

No shit! I just found one more reason to hop to the Andriod community.

(Sorry all Apple fan. Seriously.)

I found a source that kicks:

1. Nokia's Ovi

2. Samsung's application store (whatever it is called)

3. Singtel's Amped (That dysfunc-satire creation)

4. Apple App store.

5. Those who tweaked your phone for free app.

Look. Imagine at a click away, you have all these benefits at your hand:

1. megaupload

(without the need to register for membership and promptly getting those "your ip is in used" nonsense)

2. bit torrent

(w/o the hassel of getting the shit from downloading. But the extensive coverage from user of the World)

3. gothere.sg

(need to explain?)

4. iTune Store

(whats hot and not)

5. OVguide

(listing of various categories **ahem** and more.)

6. Facebook/ twitter

(the community Aka forum sort of stuff where users interact)

All in one app. ONE APP! ONE CLICK! ONE ACCESS!

I just cannot explain the extent of it with words. Freak! I have more reason to ditch Apple, nokie, brew, serbian for all the right reasons (and moves, of course.)

2010-09-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

There should not be any argument on this (BIG one I meant.)

Pitting of the BEST SMART PHONE ON THIS EARTH!

1. HTC DESIRE

2. iPHONE 4

3. SAMSUNG GALAXY S

4. SONY ERICSSON XPERIA X10 MINI

5. HTC LEGEND

Much thanks to the Andriod community happening around here.

No offend to all Apple OS fan, I'm an Apple fan too.

But then, read the noose.. I mean news!

Nokia N900 is inevitably, suppose-ingly, be the BEST phone in the World. I leave it to the perceptions.

2010-09-29T23:22:00.001+08:00

It would not be worth the fight

it does not pinch you enough

2010-09-29T13:49:00.001+08:00

I'm

Not

Tracker.

(Some genius decides to simplify my CCA and ended up with some busted joke.)

2010-09-25T19:37:00.002+08:00

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that delight those ears

Sick of all those insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

2010-09-22T13:41:00.002+08:00

Was sitting with lunch apart from the hectic maths practices and realized..

"All the failed relationship, seemingly always end because there are no blessings from the elders."

I sat for a moment and realized too, that it is essential for the elder to give their blessings so that things can go on smoothly.

Just as the Bible where blessings must surely come from the elders. And of God, utmost.

2010-09-22T01:00:00.002+08:00

Lotus Exige

(from 2000 onwards)

Lotus Elite

This then, shall be called.

"Change".

No need for a Bible.

Nor Books.

Nor "Car Design for GONERS"

2010-09-22T00:14:00.006+08:00

Who ever is in-charge of designing BMW's crown 6-series cars, should shoot himself/ herself.

(As the matter of fact I knew who that posterior- pricking bastard was.)

If any layman were to walk on the street and spot the 2011 BMW 6-series. Wouldn't be any sooner they might suspect there is a terrorist in the employment sabotaging the blue prints.

BMW 6-series (2009/10)

Issn't that lovely?

The contour is so unique that from afar you wouldn't need to rev-up the engine and people could admire the poise of your ride, gliding past them with faint elegancy with a meaty punch on the mere engine strength under the bonnet. As if a pure blooded beluga leaping out against the sunset horizon beyond and the lapping calm oceanic wave as the foreground.

But...

Some straight "Harvard-nation" underling landed on this fairly average World seems to like to stretch the authority of "acceptance" a little far and decided to use their "book" ass instead of their "social" brain. What we know about those "pure intel" people, are just mixing and patching whatever is on the books.

ATROCIOUS!

Despite the fact that Simon Cowell commented that the recent 6's was a "dread" and "ugly". The defunct genius decided to "un-ugly"-fied this jeweled creation and added in some God-blessed-who-what-ever-piece-out-there to form this "masterpiece".

The World only needs one DaVinci. Or even ONE HITLER. (Tyranny needs to stop here, serious. Books aren't going to make you a better designer.)

The front of the car (THANK GOD THEY SAVED THE GRILL!)(AND THE LOGO!). Meek. Common. Lowly. Weak. A total depiction of Hen-pecked. Nice attempt to pull off a design with a Volvo bonnet and a Mitsubishi Evo X lights + Aston Martin DB9 essence with a little hint of that radiator bar from your everyday garbage truck and sprinkles of LED lights to wart off a little embarrassment, just to make whoever that is stupid enough to buy it feel it's worth the brand and money.

The side-view. A total rip off of Volkswagen EOS.

That side-grill by the side resembled the little leftover stuck between your tooth after a hearty meal or even that un-significant watermark you find on a letterhead of a motel notepad.

The "depression' is a attempt to make it complex but a failed 'Mona Lisa' painted on express print photopaper on cheap ink.

Even the overall booty look as if a man trying to plunge his final dump in the toilet cubicle before running late for a meeting.

I would shout "HEY! It's a KIA CERATO FORTE KOUPE!" if I see it on the road.

Tailpipe borrowed from DB9 (unfortunately), or any vehicle trying to make it look "ohhh!" and the taillights?

You probably need to fork out extra just to purchase a little blinker to show your intend and probably some nice piece of paper to cover up that "BMW" logo as an act of kindness to layman, just to avoid confusion.

Sure warped creation shouldn't be fit to be unveil in the motorshow in Paris. If this is just an attempt to justify the high-R&D cost, congrats! You've successfully fooled the board about how much you toiled for copy and paste.

or maybe..

The folks at BMW are kind enough to be the moderating laughing stock for other names, just in case Lamborghini would unveil something as eccentric.

"Joy is BMW"

What 'Joy'?

2010-09-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

She should stop her quoting from drama serials.

Really.

2010-09-20T23:06:00.001+08:00

Ever witness a bus-crash?

First time for me.

A SBS bus crashed into a old-skooled mercedes benz that took a very urgent turn to the lane the bus was traveling.

And..

WHAM!

2010-09-19T23:05:00.004+08:00

The freaking thing about Singtel Amped.

They want people to 'purchase' their music database and make it looks like "OH! We've got the greatest in the Whole Wide WORLD!"

They even think by offering it free for data bundled plan are some 'you are so treasured' act of modesty.

Tell you what. Singtel amped sucks to the core. You DON'T have the latest greatest hits!

Neither your website runs well and organized. Your search is function is disastrous, laggy, un-professionally maintained.

One of the best thing is that it bugs you to download from them by sending annoying SMS telling you the latest hits and doesn't not runs well on phones. (Like you expect the whole wide World to like what? Owns a iPhone3, 3.5, 4?)

And it doesn't allow you to download from a Mac. Applauds for being the "leading" telecom of SINGAPORE. Such technology.

2010-09-18T11:16:00.000+08:00

Is Mac really..

Virus free?

2010-09-17T13:21:00.002+08:00

It wouldn't be that bad to have "The Stig" as the race track anonymous driver (which the one Ben Collins claimed to be.)

And..

KEN BLOCK

As another driver that takes ride-testing and critic to a whole new different level. After all, HEY! Didn't you guys always like to swirl the cars around for a little edgey test?

Duality testing, wouldn't it be nice.

Ps. Ken block reminds me big time of an actor namedAdam Sandler.

Who's with me?